i'm trying trying trying
to live without her
but that's like
living without
oxygen
she's sucked me in
and tied my heart to her window ledge
of all the boxes
hers had to be a fishbowl
just because because because
i wish i could take all this pain
and throw
it into the sky
to be the darkest star
you ever did see
i wish wish wish
you lived next door
and we could have a secret passage
to send hugs
and glitter through
and leave the key
under the obvious brick
that's broken
unlike the rest
like me
like you
i want want want
to be able to breathe again
i want to take
a tissue
and wipe your tears away
and wipe some stars away
they shine
too bright
to make anyone happy
i need need need
you you you
iloveyou
because you know
about all the
secrets
and where i buried
all the shards of
my heart













