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i left gerard in florida!! and back to being me :(

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 12:59 AM
Okay, not Gerard Way [obviously]. But when I was 6, my mum took me to Chessington World of Adventures, and we went to the farm, where she bought a white rabbit [cuddly toy]. And I called him Gerard, after seeing a film with someone with that name in. So he was Gerard before Gerard Way ever came into my life!!

Anyways!! I woke up half-way through my flight from Washington DC to London Heathrow and cursed VERY loudly :XD: I miss him already.
And my grandparents are bringing him back in a MONTH!! :(

Anyways! I realised [well I knew before but now I've decided to tell you], why I hate coming back from USA to england:

I love being in america, the heat improves my complexion [with cute freckles and gets rid of annoying spots] and I can be anyone I want to be. I feel comfortable with myself, in my own skin, comfortable with my weight and scars even *shockhorror*. I am anonymous, I could anyone! And I take full advantage of that!
And then when I come back to england...well..that all ends. I have to go back to being me..which I hate, because I hate me, so I'd rather not be me. A death sentence really. I get sad, because no matter how hard I try not to be like I am.. I can't. So after spending two LOVELY weeks in Naples, Florida :D I'm back to Surrey, England. Where it's grey.
It's such a change from the beautiful VIVID colours of Florida.
And of course, I'm Alison Zoe Susannah F---- again:

-uncomfortable in own skin [which is horrible - the skin]
-hating my weight
-hating my scars

basically hating myself.

oh well.

i hope i can go back to USA soon!

anyways. that's it from me right now.

yours, uncomfortable with herself

alison

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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: starstrukk - 3OH!3
  • Reading: whip it
  • Watching: CursedArchangels msn replies <3
  • Playing: try to breathe. try not to breathe. try to live..
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: nothing.

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The roses are dead
The violets are too
My name is Allii
And I like you

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: on the floor where you left me
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: smaller than I am now
  • Interests: FRERARD!!, playing electric guitar, reading, painting, writing
  • Favourite movie: Dracula 2000, Dog Soldiers, Phantom of the Opera, P.S.I love you, Labyrinth
  • Favourite band or musician: <3 My Chemical Romance <3
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock.
  • Favourite artist: Gee.
  • Favourite poet or writer: pyros.
  • Favourite photographer: that person over there with the camera..
  • Favourite style of art: most.
  • Operating System: one that works..
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod..mine's called Bob :D
  • Shell of choice: Sand dollar
  • Skin of choice: anything but mine..
  • Favourite game: living [although I'm losing]
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64 (I'm old school xD )
  • Favourite cartoon character: Allison from The Umbrella Academy
  • Personal Quote: CAKE OR DEATH!!
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, keyboard, and what's left of my brain

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~666theunwanted666 6 hours 46 minutes ago
You have been tagged here [link] lol

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~murphyloh 1 day 6 hours ago
Hey! Thanks for the faves dear! :)

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~alinevianna 4 days 6 hours ago
thanks for the fave ^^!!!

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~greenmail 4 days 23 hours ago
Thanks a lot for the :+fav: :aww:
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*gatsby26 Nov 11, 2009, 10:24:49 AM
thanks for the watch and faves :)!!

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=Lord-Kevinz Nov 8, 2009, 6:58:47 PM
thank you for the fave

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~tiala-san Nov 7, 2009, 8:01:11 PM
Thanks for the fave

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~kach Nov 6, 2009, 5:40:20 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: of my La Salle Serenity painting. It was my first Daily Deviation, and I was really excited and pleased by the response to it. So glad you liked it. :D

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~mint-chocolatechip Nov 4, 2009, 6:29:27 PM
Thank you for the favorites! ♥

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an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them hate us. ♫
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~mint-chocolatechip Nov 4, 2009, 5:48:23 PM
Thank you for the +watch! ♥

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♪ Put your hand between
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them hate us. ♫
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