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Sep 9, 2009, 1:21:28 PM by ~guitarlover333
Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Free Verse

_{i'm trying trying trying
to live without her
but that's like
living without
oxygen
she's sucked me in
and tied my heart to her window ledge
of all the boxes
hers had to be a fishbowl
just because because because
i wish i could take all this pain
and throw
it into the sky
to be the darkest star
you ever did see
i wish wish wish
you lived next door
and we could have a secret passage
to send hugs
and glitter through
and leave the key
under the obvious brick
that's broken
unlike the rest
like me
like you
i want want want
to be able to breathe again
i want to take
a tissue
and wipe your tears away
and wipe some stars away
they shine
too bright
to make anyone happy
i need need need
you you you
iloveyou
because you know
about all the
secrets
and where i buried
all the shards of
my heart}

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For you. For you, I hope heaven exists.
I don't want you to be non-existent
In the dark
Not being scared
Because you're not in the dark
Because you're not anywhere
I want warmth for you
Safeness
Peace
For you
There should be more than nothing
You went too soon
You deserved so much more
You deserve heaven
I won't make it into heaven
I know for sure
But I don't think I deserve hell
I'm not the nicest
But not the cruelest
I am the inbetween
Liked
And disliked
Loved
And hated
Noone hated you
We know that now
And I hope
That somewhere out there
You know too.
I don't know whether I want there to be somewhere afterwards for me
For you. by ~guitarlover333

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My passion When it began
I was a mere decoration
Blending in
With the other baubles
Wishing for a tinsel halo
But no
I wasn't old enough
Tall enough
I've been a king
Threatening a girl with death
Demanding gold
And as the straw began to spin
I would spin my words
Wrapping you in them
And bringing you into my fantastical world
Showing you the glitter in my hair
And the dirt under my nails
And the smile on my face
This is my passion
I want to be your artful dodger
Artfully dodging through the story
As you ask for more
Food
Glorious food
Whether I'm curtaining the stage
Or holding a stocking for the Grinch to steal
This is my paMy passion by ~guitarlover333

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that feeling waking up
hot in the sunlight
keeping your eyes closed
remembering the dream you just had
that dream
that you always have
of you and him
together
doesn't matter where or when
the images begin to fade
and all you can remember is his touch
on your skin
on your lips
you feel someone else there
and move closer
hopes building
maybe the dream wasn't a dream
but a memory
you open your eyes
and remember
it was a dream
that isn't him lying next to you
you stroke him arm
but then turn away
plunging yourself back into dreamworld
and back into his arms
the one place you truly feel safethat feeling by ~guitarlover333

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1 year today

Nov 20, 2011, 12:45:03 AM by ~guitarlover333
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1 year ago today I woke up feeling like shit. I cried. I cut. I cried. Then I cleaned myself up and went out into London.

1 year on and I'm here, at university, still have the same guy in my life but he's now my long-term boyfriend. And I haven't cut since that day.

I no longer have that mindset and I believe that losing that mindset essentially saved my life. I am so grateful to everyone in my life.

I am free.

Love to all today.

xo

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*IrrevocableFate Nov 9, 2011 Writer

Just because. <3

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~guitarlover333 Nov 19, 2011

you're so sweet <3

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Just reminding you I care and I wish you well.

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